Sad by ~DannyPhantomFreek
Hmm, where to begin. The last month and a half has gone to hell in a handbag. Like hardcore. Aside from the knee surgery and the ridiculously slow and painful recovery that I am still in the middle of, the proverbial shit has hit the fan in so many other areas of my life I'm at a loss.So when times get rough I write and let it out. Here goes.
- The apartment has termites. Not one or two, no that would be normal. Like hundreds. The sis and I were sitting on the sofa a couple weeks ago watching SYTYCD and realized that we were surrounded. We spent the night killing the damn things and creeped the hell out that we would have the spend the night in that house. Fast forward to Friday and we are practically moving out of the apartment and taking everything to mom and dads for the weekend while they termite bomb the place. And did I mention I'm still on crutches. The joy. We moved back in on Father's day night a whole day after they gave us the all clear and I stay home on Monday to basically clean the ENTIRE apartment.
- Monday night Bailey starts to act weird. Licking the air incessantly, drooling puddles. So off we go to the Pet ER. My baby was not ok. $500+ later and one overnight stay in the hospital it turns out she had licked something that still had pesticide on it. So shes spent the entire week at my parents house. I literally cried myself to sleep on Monday night. I coudln't believe I was stupid enough to bring her home just because maintenance said it was ok.
- In the midst of all this my best friend is going through her own life drama and separating from her husband. We spent this last weekend moving her over from her house to our apartment. She is currently cohabitating in my room with me. It looks like a college dorm, is a bit snug but we'll manage for the remaining eight months in our lease. She's sad, and although I've been there and can sort of give her a shoulder its not the same as my situation so my words only go so far.
- In a not so drastic but still not great development my wireless Apple keyboard is effed up, the battery acid leaked out because my bedroom is too hot during the day, yup you read that right. And now I am going to have to spend $70 to replace it.
- And last but certainly not least, the biggie. The sexy legless pirate and I broke up. It happened on Friday night. I'm still somewhere between really mad about the whole thing and really sad. I miss him a lot, but I know that its for the best. We'll see how I feel in a few days. Right now I'm sort of numb. My bedroom is a seriously sad place right now between my best friend and I moping around. My poor sister is stuck dealing with both of us. I don't know what else to say about this, I'm not really ready to talk about it.

5 comments:
Oh, Jossie, I'm so sorry. Hang in there, you strong woman you. I'm glad you have people that love you surrounding you.
If you need an ear, Katie's here ;)
Oh Jossie, I'm so incredibly sorry! I wish I could hug it all away for you, but I know that won't fix it. =\
So sorry babe. :( So sorry.
I'm almost afraid to ask which best friend you're referring to. I hope it's not who I think it is. :(((
Oh okay, it's not her...I just went to her FB profile. Thank God!
I am really sorry, dear. Sounds like you are going through quite a tough time. Sounds like the universe is due to give you a break soon. *HUGS*
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