I'm still alive
getting everything in order
studying my life away
and snausaging the Pirate via Skype.
I'll be back soon enough
need a bit more break if thats okay with you.
P.S.
I miss you all.
I find myself needing an output for my thoughts more and more and I am much better at writing them down than expressing them. So if you happen to stumble in, don't worry I'm not insane. Just slightly eccentric.
So I'm sorting it all out, do I want more tattoos or not. I know the answer, I do. I know which ones I want, but is it crazy of me to get so many, how will it affect everything career wise for the long term, should I even care.
The more I think about it, the more I think I will end up with a half sleeve. Is that completely bat shit crazy of me. I see women who have half sleeves or full sleeves and still look absolutely beautiful, classy, etc. Would I have to cover it up for work. Yes absolutely, but do I always plan to work in this staunch office environment no. If I have my way this will only be for 1 1/2 more and then I'd be able to do what I love.



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I Would File it Under: crazy shit that I ponder, its about time I got my tattoo, life, work


My sister and I used to watch a lot of fantasy shows and movies as a child. We were definitely not the outdoorsy kind of kids, we grew up in front of the TV watching Rainbow Brite, Sesame Street, Popples, Cabbage Patch Kids, Care Bears etc. Our parents didn't mind because we were intelligent kids with varied interests.

As I got older and my memory got worse I forgot so much of what I used to dedicate my afternoons watching. Of course there were the ones that stood out so much that could never be forgotten, The Labyrinth, The Dark Crystal, The Princess Bride, The Neverending Story, Legend, Flash Gordon, Goonies, The Secret of Nimh (still makes me cry to this day) but those are the fantasy classics. Or at least for my generation.

I have always had an extremely vivid imagination. As a child I would go to sleep and dream that a dog was barking in my face, when I would wake up I would see the dog in front of me still barking. Obviously the dream dog did not materialize in front of me, I just carried the image over once I had woken up. That still happens to me from time to time. I think this phenomenon is directly related to the amount of TV I watched and what we chose to watch.

Growing up I would have extremely vivid dreams of fantastical worlds. I always thought I had made them up...and then randomly I would stumble upon something and realize that this was what my dreams were about. They weren't new ideas my unconscious mind had concocted. They were carryovers from my childhood fantasy binges.
I wonder if I'm the only one that this happened to or if tv and movies inspired your dreams and nightmares as well?
I Would File it Under: children, mom and dad, these things make me less sad, tv

My next big event is an amazing celebrity rally for kids with cancer. Every penny raised goes towards cancer treatment for children at the Holtz Children's Hospital in Miami and the International Kids Fund which treats children from Latin American without means.
I know my fellow bloggers are quite the charitable bunch. Please help by contributing. Your donation, no matter how much, provides hope to children battling cancer.
I Would File it Under: charity, children, partying it up, work
I have 25 events a year, yesterday was our fashion show and luncheon. With Carolina Herrera. Yes, the actual Carolina Herrera was in attendance and it was fabulous. I mobile uploaded a ton of photos to facebook but for those that aren't my friends on there:
A) what the hell are you waiting for
B) I'll do you a solid and just post them here but seriously get on friend requesting me








