On my 17th birthday with the high school bfI had a really weird dream with my high school boyfriend 2 nights ago...something that I thought was very random and kind of disconcerting. I woke up feeling a bit off about the whole thing but spent the rest of the day trying to brush it off. Then someone mentioned that tomorrow marks the 8 year anniversary of 9/11. My high school boyfriend and I broke up 3 days before 9/11.
Isn't it odd that I would dream about him, vividly on the night marking the 8 year anniversary of our break up? I haven't seen him since that night. Not once. Is my subconscious mind trying to remind me about that horrible night?
On my 17th birthday with the high school bf
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Absolutely. Without a doubt in my mind. Either you are unconsciously needing "closure," or you've already had it but the experience was so "traumatic" that it stuck in your head without you knowing it. WOW.
oh wow.. you were def thinking about the day you broke up. Can I ask.. what happened?
I'm with Sassy Britches on the whole closure thing... I hope this helps a bit!
Sassy - I think it was kind of a traumatic break up, it was my first big one and he was a really great person. I knew it would change things forever.
Curly - It was sad, I realized fairly early into it that I wasn't in love with him. We were together for 4 years and I was with him because he was my best friend and made me happy but that was it. The spark was missing. He loved me though, and the break up was really brutal. It was 5 hours of crying for both of us, even though I knew it was the right decision for me.
Lilu - Thanks doll.
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