Things have been out of whack for me over the last month or so...I haven't been feeling well and have been wanting to spend every moment that I am not working in bed. So thats what I've been doing for the most part. I know whats causing it and right now all I can do is indulge it. But because of it several things have suffered. Work, friends, life.
A few months ago I was so excited about my birthday party I couldn't contain myself now not so much. I'm sure when the night comes I'll have a really great time with all the people I love (minus my SLP) but right now I can't muster the energy to get excited. I haven't seen my friends in weeks. I haven't gone to any parties, nights to just hang out, drinking excursions...nothing. I haven't even been able to bring myself to go to the movies because its too tiring. I've been waiting for the new Harry Potter for ever and now that its almost here I'm just Meh about it.
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~ballisticpixelsI'm usually such a happy person, I am not easily bothered by things but things just haven't been great for me lately. I haven't even been blogging that much because lets be real, I have nothing to say. I know this things ebb and flow and it'll get better I just hope it happens soon.
I am in a funk. A funk thats lasted a really long time and I want to kick it already. I'm hoping that going on vacation and seeing SLP for a week will help. But even when it comes to that what I am looking forward to the most is laying in bed with him for hours and cuddling. Thats it. Thats what I want.
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Everyone has their blah moments. I hope yours gets better soon.
That's what you need love. Lots of love and attention from Pilgrim. You'll be okay, I PROMISE.
It's pretty easy to get into a funk and believe that's how things will continue (damn adaptive human brain!), but without the 'blah' periods the exciting/happy ones wouldn't be quite the same.
mood swings..!
they usually last just for a while.. wait for it to swing again! /)
cheers!
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random blog hopping led me here.. :)
Anu
:-( Things will get better! I'm thinking good thoughts for you.
I've been through this. I've ignored almost everyone, stayed silent and alone all day. My temper got out of hand and I was being someone else. And I waited so much to get back to normal, here I am!
I'm sure things will be easy for you!
things will get better because that is how the flow goes :)
there will be sunshine and rains and clouds...
hold on girl!
a little while
hugs!
Understandable... although I'm sure you'll bust out of it.
BTW- love your new blog design.
the snausagathon of the century is just around the corner ;-)
I know all to well the horridness of a funk. I've gone through months of a funk and its not exactly the most enjoyable time. It just goes to show that nothing can make you happy - YOUVE got to be happy. Many-a-people think that having a boyfriend, a job, and friends are the key to happiness. They help, but it lies on you.
I'm again sorry that you're so funk-ti-fied. Rest assured that they usually come to an end. One suggestion from one funker to another that I have for you is to get some sunshine. The Vitamin D is helpful for your mood. Also, try and go out, even when you don't want to. It's the hardest thing to do but you'll feel better.
If it gets to be too much, don't hesitate to see your doctor, lover.
I dunno, I think sometimes being a hermit is good for our souls. We sit. we think. Or not. we rest our brain. We rest. It's invigorating if you do it right. I haven't been bloggin either. I have nothing to say. And when I do? I'm too braindead to put it into words.
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